Return to nothingness and joy just might be right

 

Vintage cardigan

Gray shirt from Walmart $10

Skirt from forever 21 $12

Hello!!!

Today was kinda busy day... Before I went to Vancouver I worked as a cleaner and from tomorrow I will return to that until I find something else, which of course will take me some time since as I already said I'm very bad at finding jobs ><

Anyway I applied To work in a place like Sears Hope they will call me! there is a friend working in there and would be so nice to work in a place that you know somebody, even if it's almost impossible I'm still happy just to think about it =)

After I met the people from the previous cleaning job a good friend of mine came home and then we went to the mall and met another friend hehee

aaah in the mall it was very tough not to buy something, I really saw some really nice things in a really good price but I stopped myself from buying at least until I get my first paycheck, well I'll try my best.

I found really nice stuff in my grandma closet lol the cardigan is one them, I really love the color of it and it doesn't look so old, at least I think so.

I found my comfort zone wearing a cardigan, some nice shirt and a skirt, I really like putting the shirt inside...

I think it gives a more it more of an "elegant look" It's something I would never do before... anyway I will still try new things with the time.

I think the neighbor saw me taking the pictures, I was running back and fort with the camera, she might have thought I'm a crazy narcissistic girl  

peter

And here is a song from Hot Chip that I really like called The Warning and I like the video which this person made for it ^^

Horror Vacui hehe

Hi!!
Here again! ^^
Horror Vacui : Fear to leave a blank space on a paint or drawing ... it's the necessity to fill every part of the page and it's something I cannot help lol
When I'm drawing it's very hard for me to leave a white space, unless I'm only drawing a character... I feel if I don't do it... It would look like I forgot about that particular place and it would look unfinished

 Well this one of the drawings I've been working on and I will leave a small white place!!! aaaah it's so hard hhee

and here I will post old drawings again

When I was doing this drawing for some reason I was thinking about the time I went to Paris
I'm a fan of the night!!!

Even I don't like fortune telling , I like misteries and to know the answer of it

I really don't remember the reason for this one, I guess I was a wondering teenager at the time

Alive and Kicking

 

Hello!!!
This is what I was wearing for my birthday the other day ^^
It's a really nice dress form H&M and it was 10 dollars... I was super happy at the time.

My birthday was a happy and sad at the same time ><  I went with my family to a nice restaurant which me and my boyfriend used to like a lot (we went there on valentine's day and our last day in Vancouver)
I'm so depressed lately that it's just annoying hhehehe 
I met a friend and I played Wii for the first time in my life ... I like to play online games sometimes though... maybe I will download one soon aaaah I need to get a job!! I'm really a hard worker, but finding a job is the thing that I hate the most!!
What a terrible post.
The good thing is that I've been drawing quite a lot and I'm really happy for that...
I will post them soon when I'll finish them =)


Here is a nice anime called Azumanga Daioh , I wish life were so nice as this anime, well actually here is a part that demonstrates what I've been doing lately heheh

Here posting old drawings again

Here is a drawing I made for my friend, she is an actress in the theater and she really likes the mask, as well she like elves... so I made a drawing of  The Guardians of the masks

I don't remember the reason for this one

 I don't remember the reason for this one aether, Just that maybe I was watching an anime with a warrior or something ><

I like Pierrots, they look very romantic and dreamy and I was reading a story by Oscar Wild about a bird that gave his life to create a red rose out of a white one giving his blood, so a man can give that rose to the women he loved... it's a very sad story :(  That story inspired me to do this one.


I'm really not a big reader, but sometimes I used to read short stories, actually the one who likes to read a lot is my boyfriend which owns like thousands of books heheh

Dance with me

Hello!!~~~
 Today I just wanted to wear something casual and nice! this is shirt belongs to my boyfriend hehe actually I took some things from him hohoho I like the color of this one.
So today I went to Walmart to buy papers so I can start drawing again ^^ I noticed they have some very nice clothes... actually the price is not thaaaaat cheap, the same price as Joe (super store) the price is ok.
They had something called G-21 or something like that (like forever 21) It made me lough a lot hehe

As I said I bought paper so I can start drawing, I had some ideas but wasn't happy about the result.
I want to change the look of the blog and wanted to draw something for the opening of the page, like a logo of myself lolI will try again tomorrow, hope I will be more creative by that time ><

And here is a nice song by Nouvelle Vague, the song is called dance with me ... it's a really nice song and this is a part of a movie Called "Bande A Part" which I've never seen but it looks nice... I will see it in the near future ^^

Still lazy

Hello!
In the end I didn't go anywhere this week, just stayed home... the bad thing is that I really enjoy it!! I'm really a person who enjoys to stay at home, being on the computer, watching TV , but I'm too old for that and I really need to find job!! soon it will happen... just needed sometime to get used to be here again.

My back yard... when I just came here you couldn't see even half of the storage house in the back, but lately it's been nice and sunny so a lot of the snow melted... I'm really waiting for the spring! ^^

Here is my dog Peter again! he likes to stay on the stares and watch everything that's going on from there

I've been catching up with supernatural... I really missed it... and then watched today's episode of Fringe, they are super funny lol

Also I've been watching beauty and fashion ideas on you tube, I will post them later... It's really helpful for me and hope it will for you too ^^

Too lazy this days

Hello!!!
My cold it's almost over... but I keep being lazy >< It's been almost two weeks since I've got here and really need to go back on track.
I want to go this  Thursday and spread my resume in the mall.. it's the most convenient place for me... I need to take only one bus and even there is still lots of snow outside, the weather is not so cold and it's sunny.... I really need to take advantage of it.
Japan now is really facing bad times!! and you know my plan is to go there and visit my boyfriend (which is now in Europe)... and my mother started questioning if I should go there even Tokyo is ok... my plan is still the same ^^
I really hope things will get better in there... people already suffer too much and they deserve better times to come and feel in peace again.